urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies I Can't Use A Condom....I Have No Dick! lonley_lies 2004-07-27T06:01:38Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:5901 2004-07-27T06:01:38Z 2004-07-27T06:01:38Z I need to show you<br />what you've done to me<br />Made me bleed<br />made me cry<br />you need to feel the emotion<br />that i've felt down deep inside.<br /><br />you said you loved me<br />but you've shown only a lie urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:5687 2004-07-27T05:58:39Z 2004-07-27T05:58:39Z " dying new"<br /><br />im screaming these <br />lovley lies <br />right in your face<br />You knew.. i'd hurt you.<br />Haunt you till you died. <br />Make youe soul..<br />slip away. <br />you never thought i'd hurt you so bad. (so bad)<br />but you really,<br />never knew me at all.<br /><br /><br /><br />i guess i am on my own again<br />this was all at, at my own expense<br />I never really wanted..<br />to do this to you<br />I never really knew..<br />this relationship is dying like you. <br />this relationship is dying new.<br /><br /><br /><br />You knew i'd rip you apart<br />tear out your heart<br />make you go insane<br />it was your own choice<br />i dont even wanna hear your fuckin voice. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:5543 2004-07-11T07:02:22Z 2004-07-11T07:02:22Z unfinished song<br /><br /><br />" dying new"<br /><br />im screaming these <br />love songs<br />right in your face<br />you dont wanna hear them<br />you dont wanna see me any more<br />i guess i am sorry.<br />for what i've done to you<br />you dont wanna take me back again<br /><br />i guess i am on my own again<br />this was all at my expense<br />i never knew you had<br />these porcilyn emotions<br />i really never ment to hurt you<br />this relationship is dying<br />this relationship is dying new. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:5239 2004-07-11T06:55:46Z 2004-07-11T06:55:46Z i wrote this last night...yeah its weird..but cool. its like...pure emotion. <br /><br /><br />lets overwhelm each other<br />milk my heart dry<br />and put it in a coke bottle.<br />i need to detox<br />theres sand in my eyes <br />and dirt on my face<br />i travled this far.<br />knock me over <br />before i get to far<br /><br />spray the fragrance<br />through out this house<br />brush the couch<br />and punish your children<br />be an american<br />be an anti-christ<br />be a jewish fuck.<br /><br />spit on your chockboard<br />put a snake in your closet<br />i dare you to break your beautifal eyes<br />open the door<br />the antique is shattered<br />super glue the shards to the walls <br />and hang your self from your sealing fan, urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:4872 2004-07-11T06:50:35Z 2004-07-11T06:50:35Z once apon a time<br />i saw you standing there<br /><br /><br />i knew from that moment on<br />this wouldnt be fair<br /><br />i dont know if you know<br />but you make my stomach churn<br />you make my heart burn<br />but i'll never learn. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:4729 2004-07-11T06:49:00Z 2004-07-11T06:49:00Z you were everything<br />i never knew i wanted <br />when you were away<br />i always felt haunted. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:4426 2004-07-11T06:47:41Z 2004-07-11T06:47:41Z this is an unfinished song<br /><br /><br />called...<br /><br />" i cant belive i loved you"<br /><br />verse 1 - you cant mend <br />what you didnt make<br />you broke my heart<br />and walked away<br />you wont seem to understand<br />what you do to me<br />but ofcorse<br />you'll never see<br /><br />-chorus-<br />i really hope your happy...<br />cause im really not. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:4196 2004-07-11T06:45:35Z 2004-07-11T06:45:35Z Your my addiction<br />and eviction of the heart<br />a crazy drug<br />and never ending battle of heartache<br />that i always seem to lose<br />you'll always be the one to choose<br />but i never would have cared<br />i threw my heart on the table<br />and gambled it away<br />and now,<br />i'll never be ok. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:3953 2004-07-11T06:43:57Z 2004-07-11T06:43:57Z Lie to me<br />and say you care<br />even tho <br />you wont be there<br />just gimme<br />gimme a reason to live<br /><br />Gimme your heart<br />Gimme a lie urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:3771 2004-07-11T06:43:10Z 2004-07-11T06:43:10Z im finding a way to make you<br />just in case you dont come back<br />this time i'll sill have you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:3329 2004-07-11T06:42:24Z 2004-07-11T06:42:24Z <p><strong><font size="6">WHY?????</font></strong></p> <p><font size="6"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><font size="4">You <strong><u>INSIST</u></strong> On Breaking My Heart</font></p> <p><font size="4">You </font><font size="5"><strong><u>INSIST</u></strong></font><font size="4">&nbsp; On Waisting My Time</font></p> <p><font size="4">You</font><font size="6"><strong><u>&nbsp; INSIST</u></strong></font><font size="5">&nbsp; <font size="4">On Beating me down</font> </font></p> <p><font size="5"></font>&nbsp;</p> <p><strong><font size="7">THIS HAPPENS ALL THE FUCKIN TIME!</font></strong></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:3129 2004-07-11T06:36:55Z 2004-07-11T06:36:55Z And when the lights turn off<br />we'll start this up again<br />You'll steal me again<br />you'll break my heart again<br /><br />and when the night is young<br />we wont need the fin<br />i'll take you over again<br />i'll make you mine again<br /><br />you'll break my heart again<br />-spoken- you'll break it one more time<br />you'll get my heart again<br />-spoken- even tho its mine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:3016 2004-07-11T06:33:29Z 2004-07-11T06:33:29Z unfinished song..<br /><br /><br /><br />to me<br />your the type of thing<br />that makes you hate your life<br />shows how worthless everything is<br />and how everyone deserves to die<br />your the type of thing<br />that i wish would make my heart stop beating<br />you showed me how nothing is worth living for<br />and everyone is so needing. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:2678 2004-07-11T06:31:33Z 2004-07-11T06:31:33Z I've got some words i'd like to express in pen to you<br />i'd write them in pencil but thats not perminant enough<br /><br />i like you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:2460 2004-07-11T06:30:10Z 2004-07-11T06:30:10Z when ever you look in my direction..<br />i look away<br />i dont need to fall in love<br />i dont need a broken heart<br />dont break me<br />i dont desverve this urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:2242 2004-07-11T06:28:32Z 2004-07-11T06:28:32Z " you'll need me back"<br /><br />verse 1 - <br />i thought you loved me<br />but i was just an alternitive<br />for something you couldnt have<br /><br />chorus 1 - (screamed)<br />drown you<br />in the blood<br />drown you<br />in the lies<br />down you <br />in it all<br />your now the enemy<br /><br />verse 2 - you've never had so much beauty<br />i've never felt so much pain<br />i'll never be what you need<br />you'll never see me<br /><br />chorus 2 - its so hard to talk to you<br />when i know im talking to my self<br />its even harder when you only exist in my head<br /><br />verse 3 - <br />i cant belive i loved you<br />this is the last time<br />too bad your not inlove<br />your what i never what to see<br /><br />-chorus 1- <br /><br /><br />verse 4 - you've got no excape<br />i hope your afraid<br />this isnt your choice anymore<br /><br />-chorus 2- urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:1988 2004-07-11T06:24:16Z 2004-07-11T06:24:16Z im breaking for you<br />can you see me fall<br />i've found another struggle<br />that i cant seem to get through<br />i've found another stuggle<br />and that struggle....<br />is you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:1789 2004-07-11T06:23:01Z 2004-07-11T06:23:01Z this, it might be into a song...but i dono yet<br /><br />i'll prolly make it in to a song..<br /><br /><br />these scars only show <br />when your around<br />they seem to surface<br />come up and show them selves<br />your a magnet<br />attracted twards the emptyness<br />brought out by the thing you do and say<br />the way you act and the smiles you flash me<br />they all seem to faid away<br /><br /><br />the things you do<br />seem to affect me <br />tare apart every possible part<br />every piece of my heart<br />do you enjoy this?<br />bringing pain to someone<br />someone who cares?<br /><br />sometimes i think about you<br />and what your doing to me<br />nothing seems worth this pain<br />this misory<br />everything you do seems to be unreal<br /><br /><br />unread-able times surface<br />to the top of your skin<br />looking At your face<br />i can read you<br />your like a book <br />your page was carelessly left open<br />for me tp read the lies<br />that you wernt able to confess urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:1301 2004-07-11T06:17:47Z 2004-07-11T06:17:47Z this is called <br /><br /><br />" i refuse to need you" and its by meeeeee.<br /><br /><br />chorus - dejection depression<br />this isnt what i wanted<br />you break it<br />you fake it<br />its not like you cared<br />this is so messed up<br />this is my depression<br /><br />verse 1 - i fell in to you<br />as if you were a pool of water<br />i try to break through<br />but its so hard to swim<br />helplessness consumes me<br />i drowned my self in you<br />to lie into you<br />to die into you<br />i cant take this heart ache<br /><br />verse 2 - <br />gasp for breath<br />im dying with you<br />im dying with out you<br />these scars you left me<br />they wont seem to disapear<br />in the sence of your still here<br /><br />-chorus-<br /><br />verse 3 - <br />i seemed to fail my self again<br />i want to go to the part of hell<br />that wants me<br />to be with you<br />with out you<br />a part of me<br />a part of you<br /><br /><br />verse 4 - you can trade me in <br />as if i were a toy to you<br />subsitute me for something better<br />but this will only get worse<br />you think you know what your doing<br />but you really dont even care<br />you think you'll do good with out me<br />with out me even there<br /><br /><br />-chorus- urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:1095 2004-07-11T06:11:34Z 2004-07-11T06:11:34Z this is what i've been writing, some songs you may reconize, but i must insure you, they were ultered.<br /><br /><br /><br />this song is called "take this rose" and steph wrote the chorus for it....but i ultered it a little...:D<br /><br />verse 1- suspended in dreams<br />suspended in time<br />she feels her heart beat <br />but she doesnt think its real<br />not a clue of sencibility<br />she killing here self slowly<br /><br />chorus - <br />as the blade came down<br />deep in to her skin<br />she cryed<br /> kill me kill me<br />( background lyrics screamed) kill me ( X 4)<br /><br />as the rain beat agenst the window<br />and the sirens roared through the storm<br />she cryed<br />save me save me<br />(background lyrics screamed) save me (X4)<br /><br /><br />verse 2 - not a clue of what time can do<br />when your as lonley as she<br />she chose the lonleyest of lies this time<br />shes slipping away now<br />she might lose it this time<br /><br />- chorus- <br /><br />-verse 3- <br />always saying<br />never regret the things you do<br />she had attempted the worst<br />out come short and not so sweet<br />she noticed this isnt a dream anymore<br />this isnt a dream at all.<br />she'll stop bleeding from both ends of her heart tonight<br />instead she'll do worse<br /><br />-chorus-<br /><br />verse 4 - run from the truth<br />as long as you can<br />dont stop to catch your breath<br />keep runing till you find away<br />till you get away<br />till you hurt your self again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:592 2004-07-02T00:02:02Z 2004-07-02T00:03:09Z <p>Comment to be added...If I already havent added you...</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>CAUSE THIS IS FRIENDS ONLY BITCHES!</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lonley_lies:340 2004-07-01T23:10:44Z 2004-07-01T23:10:44Z Ok....This is my new journal..<br /><br /><br /><br />My old one was...<br /><br /><br />NumberOneEmo.<br /><br /><br />Add me...er somethin,